That's such a difficult thing to go through and I hope you find a way that works for you. I wish I could give you any kind of advice, more so good advice, but I don't think I can even begin to understand your situation outside of the fact that you are hurting.
With what I've read on here, I'd agree that you don't owe them anything. It's okay to take a step back. Understanding where they come from might help you put it into context, but it won't change how they make you feel and at the end of the day, how you feel is what matters. Because nobody should make you feel bad or scared.
If nothing else, just know that I'm willing to listen (or read as the case might be) to whatever you need to get off of your chest without judgement. *hugs some more*
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That's such a difficult thing to go through and I hope you find a way that works for you. I wish I could give you any kind of advice, more so good advice, but I don't think I can even begin to understand your situation outside of the fact that you are hurting.
With what I've read on here, I'd agree that you don't owe them anything. It's okay to take a step back. Understanding where they come from might help you put it into context, but it won't change how they make you feel and at the end of the day, how you feel is what matters. Because nobody should make you feel bad or scared.
If nothing else, just know that I'm willing to listen (or read as the case might be) to whatever you need to get off of your chest without judgement. *hugs some more*